It's a girl thing.

I always wondered if the feeling I get in my gut is just a girl thing. I try my hardest to be a leader not a follower, yet I end up getting pulled into that crowd, does that happen to boys? I look my best when I leave then I doubt myself, do boys do that? I make a mistake and worry if someone will laugh at me, do boys worry? I'm 100% myself but I guess it's a girl thing. It takes over my body I can't do anything to change it. I wish I didn't have to deal with it. I wish no matter what my head held high, it's so hard though...